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I understand that hope can ask too much
how comforting to sink back, let the rush
float away, spend the days
not caring
I see
I see it's not just easier; sometimes it saves your life
to forget to try, just wait to die
confine yourself to basics.
When effort falls flat what inspires more effort?
When trying draws judgement but not support, when doing sucks dry your precious stores
When experience tells us the prize will cost more
than it's worth
Abandoning hope can be a warm blanket safe haven
a kind of birth
Free, finally, from the strain of striving suck me dry try try try
treadmill hamster-wheel life of strife hanging on by broken nails
the carrot always miles
away
I see why, today, you might decide despair is a better friend
and in the end
I can't dissuade you, even though I see
I see
there's something always lost in translation
I can't shake your ambition free; it's hard enough to do it
for me.
But I implore you,
Do. And I will too.