Tender

Tender

Sunday, February 7, 2021

Hope can be too demanding

 

Long View

I understand that hope can ask too much

how comforting to sink back, let the rush

float away, spend the days

not caring

I see 

I see it's not just easier; sometimes it saves your life

to forget to try, just wait to die

confine yourself to basics.

When effort falls flat what inspires more effort?

When trying draws judgement but not support, when doing sucks dry your precious stores

When experience tells us the prize will cost more

than it's worth

Abandoning hope can be a warm blanket safe haven 

a kind of birth

Free, finally, from the strain of striving suck me dry try try try

treadmill hamster-wheel life of strife hanging on by broken nails

the carrot always miles 

away

I see why, today, you might decide despair is a better friend

and in the end

I can't dissuade you, even though I see 

I see

there's something always lost in translation

I can't shake your ambition free; it's hard enough to do it

for me.

But I implore you,

Do. And I will too.