Tender

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Friday, May 13, 2011

Bound by the beauty in the muck

Beauty in the Muck
(Hold on Hope Series, 2011)
Would I walk among these humans if I had a choice? (we are always at choice)

Careless, clumsy creatures. Clumsy with each other. Careless with our words. Careless with blame, shame; clumsy with judgment, labels. Dependent on maps for thinking, a little lost when the detours come along. Lovely creatures, but really, can we be trusted with something so delicate as my raw little heart and all the muck that keeps it safe? The proof is in the living.

Would I walk among these humans if I could soar with the hawks? If I could prowl with my sister lions? Would I take on all this extra baggage? Would I place myself before them, again and again, with failings they dare not stare down, so they can make me what they wish they weren't or wish they were?

I would. Because I do. 

Humanity. I haven't quite decided about you. I have seen many signs for hope this week amidst my turmoil. I may vouch for you yet.

Musical Accompaniment from the wondrous Ms. Jane Siberry, Bound by the Beauty

2 comments:

  1. Beauty in the muck, in deed.
    I was very much surrounded by muck and about to lash out at the very person who deserves it... but, in the end it's only me I hurt. So, I came here to clear my head -- thank you.

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  2. B., there's no one I'd rather muck around with in this space. Thanks for being here. I hope my crazy makes yours seem more sane.

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